Ahard day today,most of the time work is easy to get through but today was rough.Mostly due to feeling sorry for myself and and not staying focused on the good that has come my way.
There are times when it seems I cant get past feeling used up.
And to be honest ,it isnt always easy to accept that some people are doing so well and my wife and I struggle to pay "everything!!"
Yup,some days I do want to scream"Its not fair!"
But if I think it through I know how lucky I actually am and the feelings pass on.
I have had sooo many blessings in my life,which Ive talked about before.
I guess what bugs me is people not realizing how lucky they are when they have a life that they can pay all their bills and more,go on vacations,have a cushion etc.The town I live in is well to do and its hard for me to see any gratefulness in them.
I know this is a risky subject.....class wars and the like,so I wont continue,the discussion never ends.
I am still writing from the library.Hoping for a fix on my home computer soon,some matters take precidence over others,in the world of poor and content.

I have been lost since my computer has gone down.No money to fix and so miss my blog I just started.
The good news today is after almost 5 years of money and employment troubles I have been taken on full time w/added bennies.
The gratitude and relief I feel is not explainable.
For all of you struggling......keep going,work when you can,no matter what the money or job.
My troubles are far from over but Im creeping back and some of the grunt work I was doing was the hardest of my life(and Ive done some grunt work in my time)
This job is very physical but not near as exhausting as unloading trucks.
I worry some as I get older of getting work related injuries,so its better in so many ways.
I will be here at the library till the computer is fixed......so that wont be real often.
In the mean time poor and contenters,practice gratitude and be still,take your journey dont fight it.