A Sunday morning with fresh cool air after toiling in hot and  sticky for the last few weeks.I really dont like hot weather and this renews me by just breathing the fresh air.
We have had multiple expenses that have eaten away any money we have had.A huge car bill over a 1000.00 dollars and our central air hasnt worked for 2 years(but found a guy to do it!)so then went and spent more money on a room unit conditioner that looks like hell as I have sliding windows and had to install it using lots of plastic,tape,cardboard.......but it works and sleep is sooo important when you are laboring and doing grunt work.
I had problems staying focused and in a grateful place.When its hot the mean in me is there just ready to boil over and splash on anyone who gets too close.The practice it takes to change behavior is so hard and there are so many people that dont even think about their daily interactions it makes it even harder for those of us that want to.
It is so automatic to react to peoples judgement or opinion.And of course what they think is of absolutely no importance in the end. Depak Chopra says "What other people think of me is none of my business".
Now that is a huge hurdle and will take years to get to......but I want so much to get there.
My day today is good,I have everything I need and old friends are coming to visit.Thats enough for me and I plan to really enjoy it.