My intentions have been slaughtered by too much labor in too little time at the store and it keeps me from being here.I refuse to write when my body and mind are not in sync enough and sure to produce random thoughts of all kinds.
Yesterday was a huge shoe sale ................I cant describe how strange it is to see people going crazy over the purchase off more stuff......I just dont consume.......even when I had money it was very rare.I guess I have to try and leave it alone....but it does sadden me somehow.
I have 2 whole days in a row off!This is such a relief and of course I will begin by being grateful that I was able to be here on this sunny day full of time bursting at the seams to do whatever we feel like.I know I will never retire.......but oh the dreams I have of it.I never understand when people say they would have to work if they won millions.To my thinking I always have wanted to win so I could give away millions and start my own charities.........that would be gods work and there isnt anything more grand.
Really.....if you won 400 million dollars dont you think you could keep 20 mil live very well and then do something that could truly make change in the world.?
We had my nephew Sam here for his 16th birthday last night .......remember being 16 and getting your license.....and how cool it was......until you realized that you had inherited  the  job of driving younger siblings to every lesson or whatever?
Sam is a kind,funny person.I never feel much older until kids show up that were 4 years old ..yesterday!But as I have said before I like getting older and taking while watching the journey.
I always find myself studying  young people and how they handle the the rough crap life throws when they thought it would be so easy.I want to jump inside and guide them to a place where they dont feel the pain of useless judgement of them due to what adults have said that make them feel not only crummy for how they feel about themselves but that somehow they are letting every body down.
There is no generation gap if you fill it with love,knowledge and true sharing.Stop judging those kids and start talking to them about you and your fears and your path and then......be still and listen..really listen.