Anyone following this blog is wondering where the hell I went to Im sure.Since last may my life ha been so full of crazy and work and caretaking of my mom and I just have sort of shutdown with not much to motivate me to begin again and where.
I thank so very much the 4000 and more that read and maybe confused as to my months of not writing at all.And even today I am simply here to say that more will come soon.I do actually believe Im starting to really pull forward to get out of this crazy writer block Im in.
I attended my stepfathers 90th birthday yesterday.....it is so amazing to me how he has kept going on and knows his limitations(which are few)Hes all there and accepts that right now this minute is the most important time in your life.......you do not know whats coming......i watch and learn so much from him.I was asked to speak and included this in a very emotion packed speech .I love speaking....it comes through me so naturally and its another gift ive been given that has nothing to do with me.All i do is speak the truth and it flows in tears ,laughter and love.
So my message today is one I believe Ive written before.........if there are people in your life that have meant the world to you......TELL THEM TODAY.Many people are afraid because of the thought of crying or sounding stupid.......I cried yesterday at times but have always believed when people are moved to tears speaking to one they love that it only endears you more to that person and shows enormous respect.....and to me that is sacred.Go do it today and every time you have those"I wish I would have said more.."moments .Time goes quickly and the more you remain silent the more you risk losing people before you got around to say what they truly mean to you.
Still poor...not as bad.....better money coming....but I have love,home food shelter....and thats so much more than so many.
Sunday is a great time to reach out for many of you having a restful one......do it today.
I shall return soon.........
