Here We Go.....

My life became crazy the last couple of months.Work so exhausting and then moving my mother and hubs to a condo.She is 81 and he is 87 and they are amazing.But of course needed help which I wanted to provide so lots of days were taken up by work then moving.
And then trouble with the blog.........so glad its working!
THEN, poor and contenters I had a 2000 dollar car fix But.......as divine intervention would have it I was informed that I would be receiving a lump sum pension from my old employers as part of a merge deal .So I was so happy to open a check for 10,000 .So when the guy called and said the price it was the first time in forever I was able to say yup! do it.
I ,for the first time in a while actually got to my grateful place after struggling for some time.It was simply not having anything to do after work and walking out on my deck on this incredible high 70s day with great breeze.I stood on my deck and looked across the road at the very tall thin trees that bend and rebound in the wind............and  realized what I know but keep forgetting.
I have everything I need and want in this tiny treasure of a home and an amazing woman to share it with.We are so easily thrown off by work and ego and obligation it starts to try to define you .It is of utmost import we remember what lucky creatures we are to have home, love and compassion.
For those of you that dont.......prayers ,love and peace to you as you struggle through the anguish of what I hope you will find your way out of.Maya Angelou said"Step out on the word"it doesnt have to be religious its saying step out and let the energy of all that is guide you.Faith and Hope to you.